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“Never again will I hear u
Never again will I miss u
Never again will I fall 2 u
Never again will I kiss u
Never again will I want u
Never again will I love u
Never again”
November 6, 2007
I’m in
class right now & I can’t freakin’ pay attention. My mind is bouncing between a million & one different
thoughts. I just want 2 either go
2 sleep in my own bed or go shopping w/ an unlimited budget. Gosh, how that would make me feel
better.
Omg. I have 2 fill u in. Brad – I can’t believe him. Let’s just say he’s so far out of the
picture it’s not even funny. I
know he’s doing the same basic thing I did 2 him, but I’m gonna do what he
shoulda done 2 me – I’m leaving & I’m not looking back.
Nope. I’m the kind of girl who doesn’t get played. I may be incredibly selfish when it come
2 guys but I can’t help it. Maybe
it’s me being immature but idc. He
went from being my everything 2 lower than my nothing. At this particular moment I never wanna
speak 2 him again. And I’m
completely fine w/ that decision.
I hope he’s happy b/c I’m gone whether he is or not.
I feel hurt, but I’m not gonna spend my
time crying over him. I won’t be
missing him. It seemed just like
yesterday when I was looking into his eyes wrapped in his arms & I loved
him. I did. I’ll be honest. But I’m movin’ on. Obviously, he wasn’t the 1 4 me.
I’m not looking @ this as a
heartbreaking goodbye, but more of a farewell. I’m moving onto the next road 2 my prince charming. Maybe I don’t have a prince charming,
b/c they don’t exist. But it’s
sure nice 2 think about.
I will strive 2 be better
Shorty
Dear Heather,
Life on the
dating trail is a mess. Until you
are ready for a life-time commitment, dating is just an easy way to give away
pieces of your heart. Sure, you
can learn from bad relationships – but if you aren’t careful, you’ll find
yourself angry, bitter and thinking that God isn’t preparing your Prince
Charming just for you!!
Beware!
I love you.
Mom
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