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4/12/08
I’m
home from my M's house, I really love that girl. I saw Mac again to, I don’t feel like writing out all of it
but I feel let down… we were supposed to talk but we never did. I
don’t even know him anymore. I
miss him…. My best friend. I feel
like he’s gone forever. I wanna
cry but the tears won’t seem2 fall & I’m not gonna try and force them. Disappointment seems to follow me like
they’re the clothes on my back.
Don’t get me wrong, I had an awesome time w/ M, but Mac seemed 2
have more of an impact on me than I wanted. He seems to not have a care in the world… & I’m trying
to hold it all together & look the same. I wanna win – not him.
I’ll
write you just 2 let you know that I’m all allright.
Can’t
say, I’m sad to see you go. Cause
I’m not. Well, I’m not.
So We
Just Take it Back
Dear Heather,
I’m sorry that
you are still disappointed. But
remember how good you are at looking like you don’t have a care in the world –
I suspect Mac has the same skill.
It’s all a façade.
Fiction. Fake. You know his issues and you know that
either he is struggling on the
inside or he isn’t yet aware of how bad his situation is.
Remember, looks
can be deceiving. Put the focus
back on him. Not you. Think from
his perspective for a moment. You
won’t feel so disappointed. You might even understand.
I love you.
Mom
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