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“I’m never ever ever ever gonna be the same again. I’m flippin’ choosing worship music
instead of rap! What’s wrong with
me?!? … LOL
4-6-08
Okay. So it’s been tough these last couple-a-days but I’ve managed2 climb
right out of it. I cried myself2
sleep the other night 4 the
first time in a while… At least over a guy that is. Long story short:
X-boyfriends just really shouldn’t date your best friend. Missy is a long story. I’m moving on though. I swear I have a problem with letting
people back into my life who should just remain in the past. Drama follows me like I’m it’s freakin’ mother & I’m running faster than ever
before. I’ve found my escape.
I spent
the night w/ my X's sister the other day & had a blast. This whole hanging out w/ new people is flippin’ amazing. I saw my X & it wasn’t awkward, I just want to hug him n tell him I was sorry 4 all
the pain I caused hoping he would somehow understand.. but I didn’t. I
talked to him but didn’t say hello or goodbye lol confusing, I
know. I’m really hoping I can make
it 2 church this Wednesday so we
can talk. On God’s time though,
not mine.
With
all that2 say, I miss Mac a whole lot but I’m really okay. I’m holding onto this happiness
escaping2 the Lord when I get in way over my head again.
I will
strive to be better.
In
Christ
Heather
Marie Lee
Dear Heather,
“I’m holding onto this happiness escaping2 the Lord when I get in over
my head…” Sounds like you are
using your star player. Great
solution! He’ll always come
through for you.
I love you.
Mom
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