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“I Wanna Spend the Night
on the Top of the
World With You”
10-30-07
There she goes, there she goes again - racin' through my brain & I just can't escape...." Aw, one of my favorite songs.
Today was looong lemme tell you. Mac called me today –
weird. I normally call him. But I was happy. He still thinks church is stupid &
I can’t seem 2 convince him otherwise, but its ok, I’m not gonna force it. I’m praying everyday 4 him, that maybe
he’ll somehow see through all this.
Maybe it won’t hit him til he’s 30-years-old or an old man on his death
bed – but my prayer 4 him is that he’ll see beyond this world.
The funny thing is that he has no idea that I pray 4 him every
night. I know my prayers must
count 4 something but only on God’s time.
I’m normally surrounded mostly by Christians & he’s the
one I have the chance to influence.
Yes, I’ve screwed up in the past but I’m begging God 4 a second
chance. Even if I’ll never
influence him, I hope my prayers & least make some sort of difference. I
close my eyes & I can see the worst of this world, because I’ve been there. I’ve been lost, feeling alone, bleeding
4 comfort, & feeling completely broken to pieces. But that’s were God is, and I have this dream He’ll shine
straight through this world and all will see. And I wanna help.
For so long I prayed that God would use me – but I obviously
wasn’t ready. And I may still not
be ready but I can’t wait til the day that I am. He’s the reason I live. And I mean that with my whole heart. My God – lol – He’s Da Bomb.
Anyways, I’ve been hangin’ in here. My brain is still consumed with thoughts - but I’ll
live.
It’s late.
Gots2go. Buh-B.
In Christ,
Shorty
Quote I made up that’s perty cute – but more true.
“Yes, I still wish on shooting starts, my birthday candles & at 11;11 p.m. & I always wish for Him.” Me. Lol. Wow I’m such a flipping chick. Ha ha.
Dear God,
Use Heather for
your purposes. She wants to be
used. She wants to live with
purpose.
I love You.
Heather’s Mom
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