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“Let me light up the sky, Light it up for you. Lemme tell you which I wud die 4
you.” Source?
February 12, 2008
So
things are getting back2 normal which is good. I’m trying 2 survive without Mac – I can do it. I know where I’m going w/ my life and
I’m excited2 live it. I wanna
produce a movie one day – I have it in my mind one day I’m gonna make it
happen. :-)
For
now, I have 2 focus on who I hang out with – which is sooo very hard cuz I like
everyone.
Man-
all I wanna do is hang out with Mac and make everything ok but I can’t. I have2 let him go2 c if he’ll come
back2 me. I know he probably won’t
but maybe – just maybe he will if I keep my fingers crossed. It’s so hard but it’s in God’s hands
now. And I trust Him.
I’m
trying 2 be my happy-go lucky self so I don’t drown myself in tears. Last night I cried myself2 sleep. Mac’s never hurt my feelings so bad
b4. I talked 2 Mike about it
& he helped me. :-) I’m hangin’ in
here.
I’m
gonna stuff my face w/ ice cream 2night, go2 church 2mrw night, do somethin’
Thursday night. And Ray n Tab r
spending the night Saturday night.
I’m set4 the week. :-) I’m just gonna worry about 2 day
though. I’m prayin4 strength2 get
through this …. Honestly hope he
comes back2 me. If not I’m movin’
on. I just hope he comes back.
I will
strive to be better.
In
Christ,
Heather
Marie Lee
Dear Heather,
You are wise to
wait on him. He is angry. But he is angry because he is not ready
to accept help for his problems.
He sees his parents as his enemy and you as their helper. However, you have known for a long time
that he needs to get help. You
have put him on that track. He may
not appreciate it for quite some time.
You did the right
thing. For Mac. For yourself. For his Family.
Let God handle him now.
I love you.
Mom
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