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And here I am feeling small, ugly & insignificant. I’m trying not to but it’s finally
catching up to me. Everything
feels so unreachable. I hate this…
I just saw some pictures of my X & some chick, they were adorable
together. It brought back old
feelings & a whole new level of wanting someone again. God’s all I need. I know. But I miss those spontaneous butterflies…
I just want someone perfect. But I don’t see how I’m gonna let someone else in my heart
after all this. Always being
disappointed. I need to pray. I feel like I’m suffocating in this
world again….
I will strive to be better…
In Christ,
Heather Marie Lee
Dear Heather,
Only 3 days ago, happiness stopped in for a visit. But one picture sent happiness fleeing out the door. Problem. You left the door wide open and smallness, ugliness and insecurity sneaked
inside.
You are not suffocating.
That is a lie. You have God
on your team. Use Him. He’s the star player.
I love you.
Mom
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